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old man mulder. ([personal profile] jowls) wrote2023-02-04 07:31 pm
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rockitlike: (and the pressure's on)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-17 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There are any number of reasons Scully is determined to work through as much of her pregnancy as possible. The biggest one admittedly might be sheer stubbornness. For now it really hasn't been an issue-- no one can really tell, and she isn't sharing; she's taking it fairly easy, but staying occupied keeps her from fretting too much. Very little about their lives is normal, and she's come to cherish that; especially their unexpected tendency towards miracles. But work is a little corner of normalcy that keeps her grounded.

Maybe, though, the biggest advantage to working is that it means she gets to come home every day, cruising down their endless driveway to a house that again feels like theirs-- maybe now more than it ever did before. It's not just Mulder's relentless nesting and his newfound interest in cooking-- though she never could've imagined him doing either. Something about committing to a future, however she's sidewound her way to doing it, has finally let her relax a little. She's stopped pretending she's only staying over a while, started folded clothes in the drawers, put her little collection of old books back on a shelf.

Setting her purse on a table and hanging her coat, she heads toward the nursery-to-be. ]


Are you ready for us?
rockitlike: (and the pressure's on)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-18 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Once, Dana Scully imagined her life would go this way: she'd come home from a long, challenging day at her high-profile job, she'd greet her handsome professional husband with a quick kiss, and they'd spend their evening alternating between intellectual conversation and the sort of obnoxious all-consuming affection only young people imagine is sustainable.

She'd given up on those daydreams early-- and in her thirties, having found and lost and found the love of her life, having borne and given up a child, standing on the precipice of an uncertain future on the run-- she'd thought, then, that she understood life, and love. She'd looked back on those naive dreams of youth with a rueful laugh. She'd let them go.

But here she is-- home from her interesting, challenging job; kissing her brilliant, handsome-- well, Mulder-- and looking at what he's done for their baby.

She gasps in surprise as she steps into the room, hand falling to her stomach as though to get their turnip's attention-- to show her what her father's been up to.

He'd mentioned a sky of stars, and somehow that's what she'd gotten stuck on-- and left him to it in peace, aside from a standing offer to help if he wanted. And though she'd thought he'd do something wonderful-- though she really hadn't known what to expect-- she hadn't expected this. ]


Mulder-- you could get lost in here.

[ Without turning back to him-- she's craning her head back to look at the stars-- she reaches out blindly for his hand. ]
rockitlike: (once the sun is gone)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-18 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ If her hand weren't so much smaller than his, her answering squeeze might be too tight. Lately it's easy for anything to overwhelm her feelings, if it catches at the right moment-- but this, there's no way she wouldn't be awestruck at what he's done. It's everything he was denied with William-- a testament to his hopes, his love for their unexpected and perfect little family. A reflection on the life that's brought them to this moment, together.

She's keenly aware of their daughter's presence, in this room-- to an extent she nearly always is, but dreaming and unconscious as she is, Scully knows when she thinks back on this moment she'll remember Katherine here with them, the child they haven't yet met.

(It's still so strange, the second time around, to think of it-- how this handful of cells is on its way to becoming a person, a being with thoughts and wants and immeasurable potential. In a couple of years they'll get glimpses at her perspective on all this, and everything else; she can't wait.)

She shifts closer so she can lean her head against him, with a wavering little laugh and a delicate sniff to hold off overwhelmed tears. ]


Did you really? [ Of course he would. ] It's incredible. It doesn't feel like a room in our house.
rockitlike: (once the sun is gone)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-19 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ An accomplishment like this certainly deserves a little preening. Not that she minds stroking his ego under other circumstances-- but this is, well, a work of art, literally and figuratively. It's unexpected and personal and, to her mind, perfect. ]

I can't argue with that.

[ It feels like it hits her at least once a day: God, they're really doing this. Whether it's a moment in the morning realizing her slimmest skirt won't button, or a trip to retrieve something from her near-abandoned condo, or the careful way she's quietly wrapping things up in the office, trying to make it ready for someone else to pick up-- every day the fact of their little family becomes a little more concrete. She curls her hand around his forearm, sinking against his warm embrace.

All those years ago, who could have imagined this?

But it feels like all those years are in this room at once, wild and dark but with a clear path through-- crowned with stars to show them the way home. ]


I'd say you could hire your skills out, but I don't want anyone else to have this.

[ She twists a little, arches her neck to look up at him, but he'll have to meet her in the middle for the kiss she's angling for. ]

rockitlike: (and the rain is here again)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-20 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even before knocking up his ex, she's pretty sure she could've gotten him to do nearly anything, batting her eyes the right way. It would feel unfair, but she's never had much resistance for him, either. ]

I'll have to think about it. Maybe I should build up some credit, just in case,

[ she teases, pressing herself against him; she's not actually necessarily looking to start anything-- though, God, that's one of the weird parts of this, the way her hormones have gone into overdrive. The last time, she'd been too busy to even register how frustrated she was; it's infinitely better having him here beside her.

She twists so she can kiss his jaw. ]


It's probably a piece of driftwood, you know. [ The infamous photograph. ]
rockitlike: (and the pressure's on)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-20 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Domesticity suits him in a way that continues to surprise her. She's not going to foist off too many chores until she has to-- though, really, it's to everyone's benefit if he handles the bulk of the cooking. ]

That's a good deal, [ she murmurs, tone sultry, a hand on his chest and her gaze fixed on his, eyes wide and guileless. ]

Are you taking saints' stories as evidence now, Mulder? That opens up all sorts of opportunities.
rockitlike: (if you lean on me)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-20 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Mulder, [ she sighs. Over the years she has sighed his name in a thousand different ways and yet finds new ones constantly; this one is fond and exasperated at once, ambiguously nestled between Mulder, take me to bed and Mulder, you're crazy.

She wraps her arms around him, shifting one hand over his hip to pinch his ass teasingly. ]


Only considering evidence that favors your hypothesis is a complete perversion of the scientific method.
rockitlike: (and the pressure's on)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-20 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Rumors of your deviance have been greatly exaggerated over the years, Mulder. So what, you had a couple dirty magazines in a filing cabinet?

[ The grin fixed on him is as bright and mischievous as it's ever been. Somehow he still manages to make her feel young and sexy and a little bit rebellious. It's impressive, to feel freshly seduced when they've been together so long. ]

The big secret's just that you like to cuddle.
rockitlike: (if you lean on me)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-21 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
If they're watching us here, the cat's definitely out of the bag.

[ She lifts her chin defiantly, echoing his grin. ]

By modern porn standards they barely count as vanilla.
rockitlike: (but do you find the change in season)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-21 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't say that.

[ She preens under the attention, like it's an accomplishment-- like she's managed to trick him into kissing her with her teasing. They've always been at their best when they're playful-- or maybe it's the other way around. When things have been good between them, good for them, they fall into it naturally.

Her thumbs brush his skin, just above the waistband of his jeans. ]


I'm perfectly happy with your filthy mind.
rockitlike: (and the pressure's on)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-22 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ If anyone guesses it-- that there's a mischievous side to her-- maybe they attribute it to Mulder's bad influence over the years. Like she never used to sneak out to parties wearing Melissa's eyeliner with a pocket of stolen cigarettes, like she doesn't have an serpent scrawled into her back in toxic ink. If anything he's helped temper her, a pressure valve to release her intermittent bouts of chaos in safer ways. ]

Funny, I feel the best ideas were always yours.

[ She smooths her palm down his chest. ]

Lately I just want you-- God, all the time. [ She pauses, smirk widening a little. ] Are you sure you don't want to work a few more weeks?
rockitlike: (and the rain is here again)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-22 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I do, [ she sighs, relaxing under his touch. He always makes her feel steady and grounded-- no matter where they are, he's her sense of home. That's been the case for longer than they've been a couple, but it's all the more evident now. ]

But if we were in the office together... [ She looks up at him through her lashes, a classic tease. ] I'm not going to fit underneath the desk much longer, that's all I'm saying.
rockitlike: (if you lean on me)

[personal profile] rockitlike 2023-07-22 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ After all their years of work in that office-- all the time spent running from the monsters they dug up-- wouldn't it be nice, to leave it behind on a pleasant note? Doesn't Mulder deserve to walk out knowing that even if he's the FBI's most unwanted, she wants him more than anyone else? ]

Very thorough, [ she murmurs approvingly. Sex in the office is an old fantasy standby, and it hasn't lost its appeal yet. Her eyes are dark at the thought. ] I think we should devote plenty of time to that.

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